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[04 Nov 2005|02:30pm] |
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NEW LJ: __after_forever
add it.
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[31 Oct 2005|08:10pm] |
I got a new livejournal.
This one was lame with all the old shit i wrote.
__after_forever
i added everyone i was friends with before
add me back
if not
i will delete you later
p.s- there wont be any posts in it until my girl roxanne hooks me up with a layout
k roxanne??
also- HAPPY HALLOWEEN
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[30 Oct 2005|04:30pm] |
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I'm done with all of this drama.
I don't like people who use others.
I won't be one of them.
I'm not coming down for a while.
I just need some time to myself.
To figure many things out.
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[28 Oct 2005|01:14am] |
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Happy Birthday Jaclyn Herford.
Happy Birthday Jesse Jacobi.
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[27 Oct 2005|01:26pm] |
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So I made many realizations about people this past weekend. It is interesting reading people and seeing who is real and true. I guess I noticed things about some people that I wish I never had.
Tomorrow is Jaclyn and Jesse's birthdays. I'm excited. It would be really sweet if we could get all of our friends together some place to celebrate. I took tomorrow off work. This is to be able to be the first one with Jaclyn when she turns 16. So I'm lame. It happens.
Saturday I am finally going up to Grand Valley. Halloween party. I was told to be a pirate hooker or something of that sort. I need shoes and a shirt. I dont know what to do for them though. Any ideas anyone?
I bought the most awesome winter coat ever. 20% off 80 dollars, best deal ever. I am in love with Incognito.
Tonight is BTBAM and Into the Moat. I dont think I am going though. I have major birthday shopping to do. I am bummed I cant see into the moat yet again. I have seen btbam enough to not be disappointed.
Information for everyone: Connor is 18 years old and drives a Honda Civic. He is also moving out of his parents house within the next month. Meaning that he has been staying at friends houses lately. He attends OCC and is going to fuck a model from Brighton. My new favorite story. Connor I need more like that.
I have been talking to Adam a lot lately. That makes me more happy then you could ever imagine. I honestly am counting down the days till he comes home.
I need more cds.
Funny Story:
brother in law: Taylor let me see my cds so I can burn some.
me: Jeff I dont think you will like my music.
brother in law: why not?
me: you will either say it is too whiny or has too much screaming.
brother in law: do you know how many white zombie concerts i have been to?
me: no.
brother in law: seven, trust me i can handle it.
So next week my brother in law will be checking out all my cd's. I think I will be in for a good laugh.
Also Jaclyn and I might need a place to live the next couple weekends. Anyone wanna take us in?
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[21 Oct 2005|03:55pm] |
And I am a writer, writer of fictions
I am the heart that you call home
And I've written pages upon pages
Trying to rid you from my bones
My bones
My bones
I'm a money lender
I have fortunes upon fortunes
Take my hand for tender
I am tortured, ever tortured
And if you don't love me let me go
And if you don't love me let me go
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[17 Oct 2005|03:30pm] |
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i feel as if whenever i look out for someone that i hurt them.
which makes me want to not seem like i am trying to help.
sorry.
cds i need:
circa survive
fall of troy
old mae
any/all glassjaw
glasscasket
any/all fordire
if anyone wants to hook me up with any of those. that would be amazing.
i miss adam and claire.
i now live with kyle on the weekends.
i feel as if many of my friends have been seeming sad or depressed. i wish i knew that they were ok.
i hate seeing people get fucked over by people that are lame.
i hate myself for hurting someone.
i need to visit grand valley.
i hate paying bills.
if anyone had a credit card and wants to order me my bag i will give them cash for it.
i miss watching IAH.
i need to go to the trumbull plex more.
to be honest, things are good.
I LOVE JACLYN MORE THAN ANYONE IN THE WORLD.
.WE RACED UP JUST TO SLOW DOWN.
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[25 Sep 2005|11:28pm] |
i just cant get over how amazing this band is.
Forgive me you cut out again, it seems so easy just to blame the reception but theres something wrong and i dont know why
Why you, you never say goodbye so please just leave, you dont mean that much to me you keep the ring, ill take those
Saturdays in bed cause i know you need them as for me its nothing new just another two years i wish we'd always wake up new,
Refreshed and born again with nothing left to lose but we dream too much and who needs a crutch pull off the bandage, theres
No wound so please just leave, you dont mean that much to me give back the ring, keep all those summers with your friends
Cause you know you need them as for me its nothing new just another two years that im here losing sleep your sore thumb,
Your best defense is miles from home oh and it reads like a letter, with the words all broken erased them with a razorblade
Cause youre gone i was lost then i found you but im breaking down now that
IM NOT JUST A QUICK FIX.
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[22 Sep 2005|08:56pm] |
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its easy not to care now
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[18 Sep 2005|07:06am] |
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so taking adderal at night wasnt a good idea.
7 am and im still awake and have to be at a birthday brunch in the mornin.
i need the minus the bear cd.
i need the armor for sleep cd.
i need the new btbam cd.
i need the team sleep cd.
i need the damien rice cd.
i need a copy of connors grind mix from rusty.
...Say the things I want to hear
but don't the things we say
That kind of talk is for phone calls at 4am and mix tape nostalgia
It's to quiet
Every word means something different
We'll recover like a brick to the face...
...You don't even try to fake it
Don't even try
I'm here becuase I was ready to leave
This should mean more but it can't...
p.s- jaclyns room is freezing my hands are numb. oh and i got to watch the sun rise. that was pretty sweet.
edit- new screenname: ikilledyrface
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[14 Sep 2005|09:19pm] |
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i miss berkley already
but i already have a new love for...
ann arbor and moving there
brighton and its boardwalk
seeing jaclyn way more
getting my pictures from my digital camera printed
my brothers house
my moms back porch
mongolian bbq
and soon to be olive garden
i miss you.
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[08 Sep 2005|01:59am] |
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I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[23 Aug 2005|01:17am] |
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This isnt goin to work.
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[08 Aug 2005|11:42pm] |
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NEW YORK TOMORROW
to see one day remains
with tom and adam
first road trip
first time to new york
plus odr
maybe i will grow some balls and say what i have been wanting to
HOPEFULLY!!!!!!!
MEGAN I WISH MORE THAN ANYTHING THAT YOU COULD GO
I WILL BE THINKING OF YOU THE WHOLE TIME
IT WONT BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU
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[04 Aug 2005|12:20am] |
Fuck women who people were engaged to 30 years ago
Fuck hurting the people that have loved us the most
Fuck a new family
Fuck screwing up the people who have brought our family together
Fuck everything about life right now
I WANT EVERYTHING TO STAY THE SAME.
I ALREADY MISS JOANNE, EMILY, AND MIKE.
They are my true family forever.
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[02 Aug 2005|01:47am] |
MY GRADUATION PARTY!!!!!!!
when: august 13th 12pm - whenever stay the night who cares
where: DBURG house
10535 Liberty Way
Davisburg, MI
48350
Map Quest it.
anyone and everyone is welcome.
so please please please come.
im sorry it is such a far drive to get out there though.
very sorry.
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[01 Aug 2005|01:26am] |
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some people/person make me really happy
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[29 Jul 2005|01:15am] |
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this is one of the most amazing songs that i have been listening to non stop lately.
Welcome love, I have made a place for you here
I know every word they say.
I know how they want to make you change.
Change if you want, but don't you go and change for me
I can love you as you are
I didn't mean to make you want to leave
It's a fight between my heart and mind,
No one really wins this time
No one really wins this time
If you don't find the love you want,
if I have acted ungracefully
I don't want to see you go
I never meant to make you want to leave
But go if you want.
Make your way straight to the door.
I hope that you look back before you go
'cause grace looks back before it starts to leave
It's a fight between my heart and mind,
No one really wins this time
No one really wins this time
In the endless fight of grace and pride
I don't want to win this time
I don't want to win this time
Change if you want, but don't you go and change for me
I will love you as you are
I didn't mean to make you want to leave
It's a fight between my heart and mind
No one really wins this time
No one really wins this time
In the endless fight of grace and pride
I don't want to win this time
I don't want to win this time
In the endless fight of grace and pride
I don't want to win this time
I don't want to win this time
I'm completely in love with it....
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[26 Jul 2005|01:22am] |
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im so tired of people
im being used
some realize others dont
by my closest friends
thats what hurts the most
i dont care how much money i spend on you
thats not what matters at all
it is that i do everything i can for you guys
put you all before myself
and i get fucked over for doing so
stop being selfish
please
because i cant handle this anymore
it hurts to bad
best friends
and i cant approach one of you about it
because no matter what you wont admit it
to that one person i have been talking to about this a lot
thank you for helping
or at least trying
i have appreciated the time we have been spending together
and im glad you understand
yet i dont know what to do and need help
imagine having people tell you everyday
that you are being used and that you are someones bitch
when they are talking about your closest friends
imagine how that feels
that think of how it is when you realize that most of it is true
all i want is to be there for my friends
and for them to appreciate me as a person
and care
thats all i ask for....
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[24 Jul 2005|06:16pm] |
Me: so __________ its totally after 5 oclock so you should call ____________ to hang out. (as sarcastic as possible)
3 seconds later....
_________ phones rings and it is ___________ wanting her to hang out.
you will only understand this if you were involved.
it was hilarious.
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